erika gee

this bulletin board thread still makes me laugh

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 23:57:38 GMT

and she wrote:

"Xmas gift for the in-laws, is this OK?

I want to get them a pack n play for when they have our baby at their house, which I don't anticipate will be too frequently, but it'd be nice for him to have a place to sleep or hang out and I'd just as soon pick out one that I know is safe. I found a nice Graco one. Then I remembered that SIL is having a baby four months after ours - they're more likely to be watching her baby a lot. Should I get them a "twin" pack n play (which, of course, is more expensive) or just say WTF, if they want to use this one for our niece/nephew, then so be it?"

the end.

now that's insane starting mom.

its so whack i thought it was a joke, but this b was serious.
i found humor in it so don't go act a fool and dig deep into it.

before i head out to lunch

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 20:02:06 GMT

let me just say that i was honored to be a face in a benefit art show yesterday, how cute, jeni loves me, i'll have to get those flicks from her soon, and okay, jeni since u may read this, my email is misserikagee@gmail.com

everyone else is welcome to keeping that email addy as well if u infact know me, which obviously u all do or i wouldn't have added you.

so yeah, this past weekend was really fun. boombox 1 yr anniversary, art show and so far an art show during the week that was last night. tonight is the little homegirl sirahs release show at the airliner.

ahhh i'm off to lunch, send me love, bcuz i love youuuuuuuuuuuuus ALL.PEACE!

kissed by christ when she enters heaven...

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:21:21 GMT

she smiled when she heard my name right before she slipped into a coma.

i was sung happy birthday in her room as she layed there, just knowing that she could only listen. opened presents and then she slipped away before my very eyes.

she stood long enough to be with her babygirl(me) on her deuce-deuce birthday, it's just like her to prepare things. 12:35am and she was gone but she was at last freed from all the pain, my beautiful mother passed in the comfort of her own bed, in her own home. the first day of spring and the persian new year. may god bless my mother with everlasting peace.

i love you mom.

Rose Hills viewing on sunday march 25@pm at rose hills cemetary.

Rosary/viewing on monday, march 26th@7pm st marianna de paredes (church by my house)

Mass tuesday March 27th@8:45am at st marianna de paredes church.

my mother wrote that she would like to welcome all who kept her in her thoughts/prayers/chants thru the time of her struggle with her fight against cancer.

thank you for your continued support.

<3
memories last a lifetime....this is only the beginning...tonight will be my first official night without my momma in the same house...it ain't easy<3 xoxo

sing me to sleep....

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 08:18:49 GMT

hey, look, listen...

today my mother was very aggitated. she is going thru so much
and i wish there was something else i could do for her but i know i am doing all that i can. we had a little girl come and pray with us for the first time. one of my mothers home care nurses would always tell us that she would pray for my mother with her niece. her niece is a four year old little girl and this little girl is blessed by the lord. she would pray for my mother over the phone to give her comfort, this 4 year, old beautiful child, praised for my mother like i have never heard before. today my mother urged us to call her because she wanted to hold her eyes open for this little girl, whom she calls her angel.

she came over, and our entire family prayed with her and this little miracle led us in prayer. it was amazing to everyone that hadn't heard her, which was pretty much everyone except myself. then we all gathered, prayed the rosary as we usually do. my mom has had nothing but sorbet and slushees as that is all she craves. we all just spend all the time we possibly have with her.

today, just as i was about to step out of the room for a breather my momma tugged my arm as a sign to stay in the room, her face, that beautiful face, gets everything it wants. then after i got her sheets changed we had a surprise guest.

just left my house, it's 1am and willie g from the midnighters is one of my mothers favorite singer, so he came over after we got a hold of him, he serenaded my mothers beautiful face to sleep by singing 4 of her favorite songs and then leading us all in a prayer. my mother had requested that willie g sing at her funeral services(yeah i know what your thinking, but seriously, still can't believe my momma planned her passing, but thats how amazingly at peace she is) so yeah he's gonna do all that, but he was recording tonight and then said he would stop by, which was great, my mom was in shock when i told her the news and was so happy even though she couldn't show it with a smile, i know she was the happiest person ever. our whole family gathered as she was serenaded to sleep with her favorite songs.

that woman say's she loves me and was happy to have been blessed with being my mother. i love her from the crown on her head to the souls of her feet.

tonight was one of those nights that i will never forget. <333

thank you for reading.

momma, josie gee, is thee best.

one-liners that will sum me up at the moment.

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 21:04:40 GMT

my mom isn't doing great these days.

friday she could talk, today she can't.

stupid tumor looks like the devil.

praying the rosary every night.

i miss my friends a load but i know the ones that matter understand.

i have neglected myself but i will do something about that soon.

friends checking up on me and seeing how i am doing makes every bit of a difference and i love you all for thinking of me when u do, i really love you.

the gym is missed. in reference to the line above.

my dad is going to be okay with it all.

my grandma does not want to outlive her daughter.

my brother is dealing with it the WRONG way but i need to only worry about me and my pops.

my mom asked me to let me my aunt, her only sister, be my mother when she's gone.

my sister-in-law asked of my forgiveness for all the BS she has put me through.

my OTHER sister-in-law is a piece of shit but i stopped caring about THAT a LONGGGGG TIME AGO...

funeral arrangements have been made, grave overlooking the city as she wanted, because my momma is a city girl and wants it that way.

i am considering returning to school to further my education.

i will visit spain, brazil and italy for my mother as she asked me to do so, besides i wanna do that anyway, but now i'm totally forreals gonna do it.

my dad is the best husband on this stupid planet to my mother and i hope to have that in my lifetime.

i push away any male that becomes interested in me because i feel like i don't need that in my life right now.

i have a small goal to lose some more weight by june. ultimately 60.

my immediate and extended family has been there all this time and i am a lucky girl to come from such a solidified family union.

i am going to re-evaluate EVERYTHING.

i am strong but i feel like what i have prepared myself for will be COMPLETELY DIFFERENT from what is to come but my mom, she really did make me a tough one. <3

my mothers body is shutting down slowly and i am not going to leave her side [minus a few breaks] because i still have hope for a miracle.

my birthday is the 20th of march, and even if my momma isn't here physically, i know her spirit will be, she's one hell of a champion and i love that woman to death.

i like this a lot:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

lastly... a vacation, something small, someone, anyone come with me, or i'm stubborn enough to do it ALONE.

i really love love love to LOVE.

momma and poppa raised me right and it's up to me to continue to be that way...

<3333333